suicide posting

i was just thinking if i dont kms i would probably see ai politicans in my lifetime

i just woke up and i instantly got told bad news so im just gonna cut again and then overdose on my meds and fall asleep

these last few days ive had this urge to just stab myself, not like cut but really get the knife in there its like an itch

ok i just got bad news so my plans are to cut and then overdose on my meds again and sleep the day away

ughhh i just realized i missed such a good charlie kirk joke when i was thinking about cutting my neck because my jaw hurt (scroll down its down there somewhere)

i was just thinking, why should i keep starving myself if im gonna kill myself in a year and a half i should just enjoy life to the fullest

ok im worried i feel really bad rn so i wanna cut BUT we have guests over and what if my family is like "do u wanna see saba!!!" and then im done and i WOULD have to open the door because it woudl be rude not to

cutting my food with the same knife i use to cut myself IDGAF

okay my jaw still hurts im thinking of cutting where it hurts i usually avoid the neck/throat because its much more dangereous there but this is pmoing me

ok i cant handle this im just gonna cut fo a bit and then overdose on my meds again i really need to pass out for a bit

okay i felt too bad eating my cookies so i gave them to my family and i felt so bad i cut again

im thinking of just overdosing on my meds again so i pass out for another 15 hours

okay fuck i feel terirble god just kill me

i was just mean to a guy that was trying to convince me not to kill myself...

oh my god peeling off the bandaids hurts so bad theyre reopening my cuts

ii ihave a reallyl like rally BIG urge to jut take out my knife and slit my arm foor some reason

cant decide if i wanna cut or not

im scared to cut off more because i think im really near a vein

i just upped my sh game instead of just cutting into myself i just cut off little parts of me just now a mosquito bit my hand and i just cut the top part off completely

im running out of bandaids i have to use like 5 for each cut and i have 30 left

im gonna cut my forehead and abdomen open i cant take this any longr i ranomly lgot sick i havnt evn eaten anything today so its not food poisoning only thing i did was drink watr and one glass of coke

ok i cant decide what to do today do i cut do i play minecraft or do i play gta

i was just thinking the same people that comforted me after my suicide attempt just hate me now

woke up throat hurts head hurts js kill me atp

if i even feel a TINY bit that im dying im gonna cut open myself im not gonna die like this

i remember this one time, when i still had my meta quest 3 before i gave it to my mom, i had like a bunch of games where ur climbing onto buildings, walking on planks in the air, basically a bunch of stuff where ur high up, i was trying to train myself to NOT be afraid of heights so i could kms but that didnt really work and my fear of heights is still the only reason why im alive right now, if i wasnt scared of heights i probably would have been dead a long time ago

what if i just sit down one day and try to remember everything and just actually think about myself, figure out why every person ive talked to in the last 3 years hates me and maybe my life will be better until i turn 18 and just blow my brains out

i really need to buy bandages instead of bandaids but theyre so much more obvious and my family is insantly gonna notice

cant even cut in the dark its not fun if i dont see the holes in my flesh

my wounds reopening for the third time today i bled ENOUGH

yesss girl cut and starve all day yesssss

shooting urself probably feels really good

really one gun is all i need

i jusgt wsih i died in my sleep or something im too much of a cowar d

i was thinking about how ill die and i think ill js kms as soon as i get my hand on a gun or someone will just kill me i dont even think im gonna make it to 20 which is kinda sad but understandable in my context

ya i was thinking and i would literally just stab myself to death if i had a review tab everytime i find out what people have been saying about me some part of me just wants to kms so maybe reviews arent a good idea

ok fuck it im gonna cut anyways just a little mental health sesh

im probably gonna be all happy and then kill myself but its ok

i bought so many bandaids i can cut soooo much now

can someone just kill me

i should have jumped months ago

i mean theres like a bank thingy or loan thingy whatever i pass by that place like almost every day they have armored trucks and armed guards what if i just lunged at one of the guards and tried to take their gun and shoot myself

god i wish i could fast forward to the part where i blow my brains out

i wonder if theres a way i can get a gun to shoot myself without waiting to turn 18 and trying to get a hunting license

if only i had a gun

i dont even wanna cut anyore i dont want anything

i was just laying and thinking about the people i hurt and people that hurt me and how fucked i am mentally and what im gonna do in life and i was gonna cry but then i realized that nothing ever changes and im just gonna cut and same tomorrow until enough time passes for me to forget everything

i wish i could kill myself why is it so hard

god i really should kill myself one day im a terrible person

i dont care anymore im gonna fucking cut myself open

ever been so sad u genuinely just dont know what to do? i already cut myself like so much today and i dont wanna do it anymore but i dont have anything else to do

well not on my arm since i already have too many there i think im gonna have to do it like well like on my waist?

just got an idea, everytime i forgive someone ill cut myself once so when i look at my arm ill remember to not forgive

fuuuuuuuuckkkk none of this owuld have happened if i kiilled myself

i had a few tissues and i wasted it on the last session and only got 3 cuts out of it fuuuckkkk it was such a waste but at least theyre gonna look really nice as scars

i really should have killed myself that one time

ouuugghhh i cut myself sooo nice and deep 🤤

i MIGHT need a 6th bandaid my palm is starting to look like that one doctor that cured cancer

ok i didnt find any bandages BUT i just did the bandaid method, poke deep quick swpie and hen bandaid over but the blood is getting on the bandid GLUE and i keep pressing it down and i can feel it sliding a little and everytime i press down it leaves like little cow prints of blood on my palm but its ok ill roll with it 🛞

yeah im too pissed too pissed off today im just gonna get tissues or something and cut more

can i just fast forward to the part where i shoot myself in the head

i want to cut but i dont have ANYTHING to clean up my blood with

i say as i cut myself during daytime

people that cut during daytime are insane like its obviously a night activity

really hate summer because u cant cut on arms

itsok ay all i need is one gun im gonna hold one in my hands sooner or later in my life its all i need

i wish i could kill myself

no im not perfect im so fucked up i should kill myslf i eat like shit im mentally ill im mean to eervyone i should kill myself i HATE THIDS i hate everythihg why me i didnt desere any of this

im so unstable i really should kill myself

i wish i had a gun

i really like this knife because i can actually go so much deeper with this

cutting JUST above where my apple watch sits so my heart rate and stuff still get tracked

really should kill myself one day

its probably gonna be sad when i eventually kill myself and just stop posting here

i bought a new knife im so happy it cuts so deep my old one was so dull

i need a gun so bad

yeah im not dealing with this one of my friends is being transphobic the other is sending me rose toys the other is about to stop being friends with me and this is after i walked for 3 hours non stop im NOT doing any oif this im just gonna close discord and go cut myself while watching 2 broke girls

i think i just need to get to 18 and get a hunting license so i can get a gun and shoot myself

i should kill myself

fuck im such a bad friend im actually so bad i should kill myself i keep forgetting to reply i should just fucking die i shouldnt be talking to people ever

i really should kill myself one day

wanting to cut but it will hurt 10x more because i already cut yesterday

i hate my life i hate fucking everything i should have killed mylsef years ago

i should really kill myself one day

i should not exist

its not even like im lying but it feels bad like yeah i was fine at that moment but im not im not gonna live past 18 i dont even want to but i dont know what an internet stranger reaching out is gonna do prevent that

ok putting cutting on another day on the calendar when i need it more

ok nvm maybe i shouldnt cut i just noticed how many scars i have wtf

FUCK theres so much evil in this world i need to die SO BAD

doing sh in summer is hell im basically limited to torso and my upper thigh

i really need to kill myself one day

i dont deserve to live why am i still here

its so depressing knowing i cant kill myself

i really need to die

i need to kill myself

i dont think the 3 fucking pills i have to take every day so i dont kill myself are working i still want to kill myself a lot

im biting a vein or a nerve or something tube shaped in my arm and it feels sooo good but it hurts a little

everyday i regret not killing myself earlier

i don t know if is shoud just ump now or run away and starve to death or run away and jump forom a bidge or sI JDONT KNOW i dONT want any of his

i remember one time iw as trying to kill myelf for 2 days straight, everytime i got closer to the edge i froze so i had to go back, cry a bit more, get more psyched up, and try again, and it worked i managed to get a little closer every time i cried i thinkn the more scared and tired i was the more my body would just give up on trying to save me

i should kill myself

i need to get myself killed

i ereally really reslly ned a gu

why couldnt i just kill myself WHY did i just fucking freeze every time

i need to start killing people ❌ people need to start killing me ✅

im full of hate like gneuinely i dont think theres saving me i have to klillmyself an start over it on wonrk liket his

girl im so bored lets kill ourselves

i should not be alive

i should probably order like mcdonalds or something so i dont kill myself out of guilt

i even wnat a gun anymore just stab me or rip out my bones or something

i want to cut SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODSGOJSDOSDOGJSF BAD but i told my therapist i was clean and she also reffered to someone else and they might check my arms so i CANT

i just need to die

i need a gun sooooooooooo sosoosososooooooo much

why does literally EVERYTHING have a page like this when u search for anything self harm related google has this tiktok has this i didnt know pinterest had this too are they like legally required to

i want to start cutting again so bad but i told my therapist i was clean

im too evil i should kill myself

i want to cut so bad but im not going to #selfcontrol

i need to start cutting again i think i cant dot his anyumore

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i might actually just kill myself on my birthday its getting so close

i forgot how bad my life was i still need to kill myself

i mean it still breaks my heart but its okay ill kill myself in like 2 years so its fine

i dont really want to talk with anyone anymore or do anything i just wish i fucking died already

i actually need to kill myself like really soon, theres no way im making it to 18 and i have 2 years left

i need to kill myself soooo bad

my birthday is coming up it would be cool if i just kill myself ON my birthday

i really wish i had a gun

i wish i had a gun

i need to die so bad

i should have killed myself years ago

aaaaand i fought with my mom and im skipping therapy i really should kill myself

i need to die

i wish i had a gun

i need to kill myself so bad

i need to kill myself

i need to kill myself

i need to kill myself

i need to killllllll myyyyseeeellllffffffff

i wish i had a gun

just woke up need to kill myself ASAP i dont wanna go to therapy t oday

1 like i adn i will kill myself .. u cant like here idiot hahahhahaahahahahahahaahahah